I dont know why
but all my life all I wanted to do was help the world
as a child having gone to all girls only convent school
I was obsessed with God and adored Jesus
obsessed with my own mortality
prayed to be a saint ... whilst knowing I was never good enough
I wanted to heal the sick and feed the poor
as time evolved
I started working on a book
a more uptodate Alternative london
was a book to guide you to groovy places
where to get food
how to sort benefits
how to exist in london
in my teens I started working on the new version
it was over 1000 pages by the time I placed it in the attik of my families home for safe keeping
along with many treasured posessions whilst I was homeless waiting for a council flat
with my first and what became my only child........the love and saviour of my life..
There was my sons wicker crib and wooden swinging crib I stripped and sanded and varnished lovingly
my photos, my clothes, my life.....
all burned in the fire by my sister
who left fluffy in her room with a candle
he started the fire, nocked over the candle
jumped out the window
and when my sister opened her door
there was a massive fireball
my sister managed to jump down the stairs but suffered only burns to her feet odly
my two great aunts
were in the opposite room
they refused to let the firemen take them out the window and down the ladder
until they had propely dressed and put on their hats and brought their handbag with their perfume?
luckily noone was hurt physiclly perminantly just done in emotionally
they all got massive pay out for their lossess
my sister also lost all her possessions.. pictues and fav things, I still had a couple of special thing with me.
but all I got was £200 my mum said oh I told the insurance people there were 20 of your old dolls and they gave £10 each, noone ever appologised or empathised, or mentioned the fact that I lost nealy all my photos, loads of possessions, wellllllllllllllllll.... this is just a taster of the inequalities and strangeness that was my family
My sister got tens of thousands, she bought hundredsof new clothes, her room was amazing, brand new hifi and replaced all music, loads of new things... I had nothing living in a stage two council bedsit in the shit end of town, while my strict catholic but only on the surface lived in the place for Royal mistresses in luxury never starving, while I once existed on just yogurt for a year... it was my favourite yougurt but I was always hungry fo a real meal..... a craving of wanting to eat flesh.... sometimes watching others while passing a fancy restaurant,,,,and so hungry and lacking in funds for even one hot real meal as you cook on a fire in a squat the council condemned...
Sooooo my mission....
Ive wanted to do so much for years, and my ideas have multiplied, I started a new book, since loosing my last alternative london, now my book is something of a monster while loving a monster... or two or three...
ive created a monster.its ideas for simple things around the home to make life easier .. to massive computer systems and a network for farmers to coommunicate and sell on one hub that all profits are divided between all and the supermarkets are cut out, and the food is delivered to peoples home by the unemployed who get paid in cash upto the gov limit and then given gifts which dont affect their benefits to pay in kind for work they do... delivering the fresh food to the people.... lalalal hahaha
so many ideas too much to explain
but In simple my mission ... which ive been teither not able to do, not allowed to do, or too scared too do,but now times running out I need to put this out there so I can get them started, cos the real mission is to set up an organisation for the people by the people to make life better in so many ways.
so we can truly Love Life Love ... the circle of life,,, if you Love you can truly live and if you truly live Life you can truly Love.and with this you find you own meaning and circle of you life...
To make it truly go on forever with your actions .....
As light changed humans life, so did paper, so did the pen, and the chalk board, every invention, little and large made great leaps in the evolution of life... To give our life meaning we can just spread love by smilling all the time.. though some will not get it and see it as madness. other things can always achieve what they set out to do, but one in a million may not benefit.. but the gains for one is still expodential.
To set up entity for Love Life Love
Where it will start with guides and avenues for imporant things and with time will be a place for all things good.
Where Burners Lees concept of the cream will have rissen to the top,,, but only within our little confined hub
our Universe of unlimited potential to help the people by the people
we are the Ninety Nine point Nine %
We have the power
We will no longer be slaves
We see them
We are now Freeeeeeeeeeeee
We will use the web of annonynimiity to change the world,
do it in safety with our power
MONEY
Use the system against itself
Change the world for the better
make charities within charities to help people less fortunate
create a new currency of kindness and giving
1. Legal Help to know how to fight your rights in court to gain compensation for following issues
Housing, Domestic, Consumer, Victimisation, Human Rights.
2. Art for Musicians, liseners, creators, instrument makers, dancers, artists,
3. Community projects, Mental health support workshops..making baskets, pottery, jewlery, furniture, clothes,
4. Making website. Designs for classics, Black dress, emporer style, coat... army.. standards..way to print up for free. videos how to repair
5. Lost Pets.. Main database UK. search engine to view patterns for STOLEN pets. video reportings.
6. ............
