My Mission

 I dont know why

but all my life all I wanted to do was help the world

as a child having gone to all girls only convent school

I was obsessed with God and adored Jesus

obsessed with my own mortality

prayed to be a saint ... whilst knowing I was never good enough

I wanted to heal the sick and feed the poor

as time evolved

I started working on a book

a more uptodate Alternative london

was a book to guide you to groovy places

where to get food

how to sort benefits

how to exist in london

in my teens I started working on the new version

it was over 1000 pages by the time I placed it in the attik of my families home for safe keeping

along with many  treasured posessions whilst I was homeless waiting for a council flat

with my first and what became my only child........the love and saviour of my life..

There was my sons wicker crib and wooden swinging crib I stripped and sanded and varnished lovingly 

my photos, my clothes, my life.....

all burned in the fire by my sister

who left fluffy in her room with a candle

he started the fire, nocked over the candle

jumped out the window

and when my sister opened her door

there was a massive fireball

my sister managed to jump down the stairs but suffered only burns to her feet odly

my two great aunts

were in the opposite room

they refused to let the firemen take them out the window and down the ladder

until they had propely dressed and put on their hats and brought their handbag with their perfume?
luckily noone was hurt physiclly perminantly just done in emotionally

they all got massive pay out for their lossess

my sister also lost all her possessions.. pictues and fav things, I still had a couple of special thing with me.

but all I got was £200 my mum said oh I told the insurance people there were 20 of your old dolls and they gave £10 each, noone ever appologised or empathised, or mentioned the fact that I lost nealy all my photos, loads of possessions, wellllllllllllllllll.... this is just a taster of the inequalities and strangeness that was my family

My sister got tens of thousands, she bought hundredsof new clothes, her room was amazing, brand new hifi and replaced all music, loads of new things... I had nothing living in a stage two council bedsit in the shit end of town, while my strict catholic but only on the surface lived in the place for Royal mistresses in luxury never starving, while I once existed on just yogurt for a year... it was my favourite yougurt but I was always hungry fo a real meal..... a craving of wanting to eat flesh.... sometimes watching others while passing a fancy restaurant,,,,and so hungry and lacking in funds for even one hot real meal as you cook on a fire in a squat the council condemned... 

Sooooo my mission....

Ive wanted to do so much for years, and my ideas have multiplied, I started a new book, since loosing my last alternative london, now my book is something of a monster while loving a monster... or two or three...

 ive created a monster.its ideas for simple things around the home to make life easier .. to massive computer systems and a network for farmers to coommunicate and sell on one hub that all profits are divided between all and the supermarkets are cut out, and the food is delivered to peoples home by the unemployed who get paid in cash upto the gov limit and then given gifts which dont affect their benefits to pay in kind for work they do... delivering the fresh food to the people.... lalalal hahaha

so many ideas too much to explain

but In simple my mission ... which ive been teither not able to do, not allowed to do, or too scared too do,but now times running out I need to put this out there so I can get them started, cos the real mission is to set up an organisation for the people by the people to make life better in so many ways. 

so we can truly Love Life Love    ... the circle of life,,, if you Love you can truly live and if you truly live Life you can truly Love.and with this you find you own meaning and circle of you life... 

To make it truly go on forever with your actions .....

As light changed humans life, so did paper, so did the pen, and the chalk board, every invention, little and large made great leaps in the evolution of life... To give our life meaning we can just spread love by smilling all the time.. though some will not get it and see it as madness. other things can always achieve what they set out to do, but one in a million may not benefit.. but the gains for one is still expodential. 

To set up entity for Love Life Love

Where it will start with guides and avenues for imporant things and with time will be a place for all things good.

Where Burners Lees concept of the cream will have rissen to the top,,, but only within our little confined hub 

our Universe of unlimited potential to help the people by the people

we are the Ninety Nine point Nine %

We have the power

We will no longer be slaves

We see them 

We are now Freeeeeeeeeeeee

 

We will use the web of annonynimiity to change the world, 

do it in safety with our power

MONEY

Use the system against itself

Change the world for the better

make charities within charities to help people less fortunate

create a new currency of kindness and giving

1. Legal Help to know how to fight your rights in court to gain compensation for following issues

Housing, Domestic, Consumer, Victimisation, Human Rights.

2. Art for Musicians, liseners, creators, instrument makers, dancers, artists,  

3. Community projects, Mental health support workshops..making baskets, pottery, jewlery, furniture, clothes, 

4. Making website. Designs for classics, Black dress, emporer style, coat... army.. standards..way to print up for free. videos how to repair

5. Lost Pets.. Main database UK. search engine to view patterns for STOLEN pets. video reportings. 

6. ............